BXBX NOVEL Chapter 167 - Her Last Love
Ashton\'s POV
I couldn\'t stop myself from feeling so happy as I watched Megan sleeping in my arms, and having her beside me made me feel complete. And I wish the moment Megan woke up, and she would not push me away; I am afraid the alcohol is the only reason she is all out, and I recognize what I saw a while ago was the Megan I remember from eight years ago.
She made love with me without reservations, and I found it so hot as I watched her give in to her desires, and it made me feel so lucky. And I love the way she received my every kiss and touch, and she was turning me on just by touching my body with her fingers, and when she took me in her mouth, she looked so sexy, and I couldn\'t deny, I am becoming more in love with Megan.
I have been given so many chances in my life, and I hope this time I will never mess up again. And I was watching her with a beautiful smile on my face, yet I felt so worried when she woke up tomorrow, and she will get angry with me again. And it will become a disaster, but I will never give up on her, never again. I will fight for my right as Megan\'s lover and Axel\'s father even if I need to hurt Gael\'s feelings.
We have common friends since Gael is not the only one who is famous. Until now, I have received contract invitations from advertising agencies, but I have already decided to keep my profile low since I wanted to win Megan and my son. Being a celebrity will not do good to my relationship with the woman I love since I know how much she wanted to keep her life private.
I haven\'t asked her about her music, but I am sure the reason she allowed Gael to claim and use her music was that she wanted to have a peaceful life, away from celebrity gossip. If we talk about looks and talents, Megan could be a sensational singer in the country if she chose to be popular, but she opted to remain in the shadow.
I have always known Gael\'s music was all written by Megan from the time he decided to separate himself from his bandmates. Megan is so beautiful and has a voice of an angel, and I am sure the people would love her and her music, and I felt glad she chose to stay hidden, or else I would have many rivals for her love and attention.
I felt so thankful she didn\'t get the chance to date, anyone. I am her first of everything, and I felt so proud about that, and I will make sure I will be her last love. I got up from bed and got out of her room to get some fresh clothes in my car, and I felt so glad I had brought extra clothes.
"Hey, buddy!" I greeted Axel when I saw him playing outside, and his face lit up when he saw me.
"Dad!" He exclaimed and ran towards me.
"Why did you wake up so early, son?" I asked, and he smiled at me, and I could tell he was a little shy.
"I wanted to play some games with you." He said, and since I wanted to go back and watch his mother sleep, I took him in my arms as I strode towards my pick-up.
"I want you to go back in your room, and I promise to play with you later, Axel," I said, and he smiled as he nodded his head.
"Okay, dad." He said, and together we walked back inside the house, I took a shower in his room, and I could see the excitement on his face when I lay on the bed next to him.
"Dad, is mom not angry with you anymore?" He asked, and my son\'s question took me off-guard, and I gave him a sweet smile.
"Your mom is not angry with me, Axel, we don\'t have time to see each other since we are both busy, but we compromise; we promised to see each other so we could be together," I said, and I could see the happiness on his face.
"Yehey, how about this coming family day? Would you come with us, dad?" He asked, and I suddenly felt a pang on my chest since Megan didn\'t mention anything about Axel\'s family day, and I couldn\'t stop myself from feeling jealous again as I realized maybe she had asked Gael to come with them since Axel is so close with him.
And I couldn\'t tell Axel to stay away from Gael because it would make me a terrible father; I know how Gael valued Axel and Megan since I know he helped them a lot during those times Megan needed help. I had to speak with him, and I know his place in Majuscule, and I needed to man up and meet him.
"Of course, I\'d love to come with you, son," I responded.
"How about your uncle Gael?" I asked, and his face lit up as he smiled at me.
"I want him to come, and I already invited him, dad." He said, and I tried not to show him my disappointments. I should be thankful that my son invited me even if I felt hurt that my son asked Gael first to come with them to the family day.
"Okay," I responded, and how can I go with them on a family day if Gael would be there? My son fell silent while he was holding my hand. When I looked at him, I realized he had fallen asleep, I slowly got up from his bed, and I felt glad he was able to go back to sleep since it was still very early, and I couldn\'t believe he would go out early morning hoping to play football with me, and I felt so guilty as I caressed his face.
I felt terrible that I wasn\'t there when Megan gave birth to Axel and Abigail, and God knows I would be there for her if she only let me know that she got pregnant with my children, but instead she ran away and hid from me, and now that I have them nothing can stop me from loving them. And I will do everything in my power to make Megan realize I am now a different man.
I slowly got up and returned to Megan\'s bed, and when I got inside her spacious room, she was no longer on the bed, and I realized she was in the bathroom, and the moment she got out and locked her gaze with mine, I felt so worried, but I smiled when she was looking at me with tenderness.
And I realized I still have her, and she still wanted me to be with her. And I couldn\'t stop myself from kissing every inch of her body, and we made love again, and now that she is sober, I felt glad nothing changed at all; she is still responsive, and I could feel her desires building up inside her.
After our hot lovemaking, we got dressed and walked out of her room holding hands, and we dropped by Axel\'s room. Since our son was still asleep, we proceeded to the dining hall, and I found Clara preparing brewed coffee, and when she looked up, I could see the broad smile on her face as she greeted us good morning. She drank her coffee with us, and I held Megan\'s hand under the table the whole time, and I felt Megan squeeze my palm.
"Do you want to see the sunrise?" She asked, and I nodded my head.
"Come with me then." She said, and I got up and followed her to the main entrance of her house; I took her hand, and we made our way through the garden. Together we hiked under the big trees going to a wide clearing, and I was stunned as I watched the scenery in front of us, which reminded me of my favorite place in Astikoz.
And when she sat on the grass, I followed her and sat behind her, and I wrapped my arms around Megan\'s waist. Since I was sitting behind her, I had good access to Megan\'s neck, and I couldn\'t stop myself from kissing the smooth skin on her neck; I heard her moan when I nibbled her earlobe, and I could see the hair on her skin stood up.
"If you kept kissing me like that, I am sure you will miss the beautiful sunrise, Ashton, and you will regret it later," She said, and I was beaming at her as I caressed her hair with my hand.
"You are more beautiful than a sunrise, Megan, and I will never get tired of watching your perfect face," I said, and she looked so adorable when her face blushed. I couldn\'t stop myself from chuckling, and I realized how I missed us, and together we watched the sun rises on the horizon in silence. Still, I could tell our hearts do the talking since I could feel the racing of my heart as I realized how wonderful it is to spend my entire day with Megan, and her sweet scent is driving me insane.
I couldn\'t stop myself from carrying Megan on my lap so she would be facing me, and as I let her sit on my lap, she was giggling.. She looked so beautiful as she gazed at me, and there is nothing I want at the moment but to be with her, and I could watch her face forever, and I know I will never get tired of gazing at her lovely face.