BXBX NOVEL Chapter 166 - My Favorite
Megan\'s POV
I don\'t know how I will face Ashton when I wake up, but the sweet lovemaking we shared was enough to tell me he still feels the same way towards me. But I knew we needed to talk first, but when I woke up, I felt disappointed since I could no longer find him inside my room, and I knew I was devastated as I slowly got up from my bed.
I walked towards the bathroom and got inside the bathtub, and I could still feel his touches, I smiled when I could feel the soreness between my legs, and I covered my face when I recollected what I had done last night.
I begged Ashton to have another round after I collapsed beside him on my bed since I couldn\'t stop myself from looking at his hard erection, and it felt like my entire body was on fire as I felt his hardness on my hand.
Ashton took me to a place I could never go alone, and I know I can only reach that place with him, and I could tell I was in heaven last night as we made love. And as I was lying in the bathtub, I could feel someone get inside my room, and it could be Clara.
I closed my eyes as I could feel the warm water on my skin, and I felt glad I remembered everything vividly, even if I knew I was under the influence of alcohol. I will make sure next time if I need to meet Ashton, I have to be sober, or else the same thing will happen again, I know I love what happened, but I don\'t want Aston to think I did it on purpose.
"When I was done taking a bath, I was shocked when I found Ashton in my room, and I couldn\'t stop feeling so conscious since I only wrapped my body with the bath towel, and I could tell he was fresh from the shower too, and he was wearing cargo shorts and a grey t-shirt that hugged his body, and I could see the outline of his toned body beneath his shirt, and I couldn\'t deny, I could feel my entire body is on fire again.
"Good morning, Megan," He said as he looked at my face, and I couldn\'t stop myself from biting my lower lip when his gaze lingered on my lips.
"Good morning!" I responded, and I could tell I was blushing again.
"You want me to get out?" He asked, and I could tell he was confused about what to do, but I shook my head.
"No, please stay," I said as he gave me his sweet smile as he came closer to me, I felt my entire body turn to jelly, and when Ashton put his arms on my hips, I couldn\'t stop myself from feeling so thrilled, and Ashton didn\'t disappoint me when he captured my lips with tenderness.
And instead of getting dressed, I ended up in Ashton\'s arms, and when he carried me to the bed, I knew what I had been thinking of at the bathtub would become a reality. When Ashton discarded the towel, I could feel the anticipation as I watched him worshipping every inch of my body, and he started kissing me from my toes, going up to my lips.
He looked so hot as I watched him kiss every part of my body, and when he claimed my sensitive parts with his mouth, I couldn\'t stop myself from moaning, and I felt so warm, and Ashton was turning me on, and I could feel the knots on my stomach as I looked at him with tenderness.
"Did you lock the door?" I asked in between my moans since I knew Axel would come to my room at any moment, and the last thing I want is my son to see me with his father in a very delicate situation.
"Yes!" Ashton responded, and I didn\'t notice he had already discarded his clothes. I was watching him with wide eyes because now that I was sober, I could see how beautiful his body was, and he looked so perfect that I couldn\'t take away my eyes from him, especially his stiff shaft pointing at the ceiling.
Ashton is well endowed, and I swallowed my saliva as I realized I wanted him to take me again, and the lust that I saw on his face was making me so aroused and hot. And my moans and his grunts filled the room as we shared the beauty of our love for each other.
"Are you hungry?" Ashton asked, and I nodded as he kissed my head while caressing my arm after we made love. I was still overwhelmed with happiness that I was lost in words, and it felt so wonderful to feel his naked body beside me since it felt so intimate, and he pulled me closer to him.
"I still want to lay in bed beside you, but we need to get up so you can eat breakfast." He said.
"Okay," I said, and I felt so afraid to talk since I didn\'t want him to leave.
"Did you bring clothes?" I asked, and I could tell my question made him feel embarrassed.
"Yes, because Axel has been asking me to have a sleepover here in your house." He responded, and my smile broadened, and I couldn\'t believe my son would be the reason he was here with me right now.
He helped me get up, and I was no longer ashamed as I walked to my closet naked in front of him, and I felt glad he waited for me to put on my clothes before he got dressed.
"You are so beautiful, Megan." He whispered in my ear as I was standing in front of my vanity mirror, and I felt his arms wrapped around my waist while he put his chin on the nook of my shoulder. And he was staring at the reflection of my face in the mirror as I combed my hair.
"Thank you, handsome," I responded, and I could see the smile on his face.
"I am sorry; I know I need a lot of explaining to do," I said, and I could see the surprise on his face.
"You don\'t need to explain anything to me, Megan. The way you asked me last night to take you is enough to tell me you are still in love with me, and it made me feel so happy to hear you calling my name in your sleep, and it only means I am in your heart, Megan." He said, and I blushed as I realized I dreamed about him last night, and now as he spun me around, I could look at the happiness on his face.
"I know, but you should know I am not in love with Gael, but I want you to understand he is part of our lives, Ashton. He helped me a lot, and I am sure I will never have an excellent career because of his help. So, I am asking you to accept Gael as my friend." I said, and he kissed me on the lips before he responded.
"Of course, I know, Meg, but I hope you will also understand that I couldn\'t stop myself from feeling so jealous of him, but don\'t worry, I will try my best to be friends with Gael since I am grateful; for his help." He declared, and I couldn\'t stop myself from releasing a sigh of relief.
"Does it mean we are good?" I asked, and he pulled me closer to him.
"Of course, Megan, we are good, and I hope you still want me as your boyfriend." He answered.
"Yes, Ashton, do you think after what happened last night and this morning, I will allow you to go without confirming our status? I was so afraid if you thought I chose Gael over you," I replied, and he kissed me again.
"Yes, it crossed my mind, but I am still hoping you would choose me in the end, but because I love you so much, I am willing to let you go if you will choose him over me if he makes you happy, and I was thinking I deserve all the pain in this world if ever you fell in love with Gael because after what I have done to you, you deserve to be happy, Meg." He responded, and I cupped his face.
"You may hurt me terribly, but you are the only one who can make me feel this happy, Ashton; I tried to forget you, but I can\'t, and now that you are here with me, I can\'t explain how delighted I am as of the moment," I said, and he was beaming at me.
"I want you to stay that night with us, Ashton, but I don\'t want to hurt Gael\'s feelings. I need to talk with him first about us since he has all the right to know. I know how much he cared about Axel and me. And he wanted me more than friends, and I have to explain to him that it has always been you." I added, and he pulled me closer to him.
"Thank you, Megan, for being the mother of my children, and I know I need to make up with you and Axel, and I promise I will do my best not to mess up again," Ashton said.
"Can we have a date tonight?" He asked, and I suddenly felt like a teenager all over again as I could feel the butterflies swarming on my stomach as I said yes to Ashton. I am excited for today, and I am more excited for tonight, and I know we can make our son so happy because Axel was sad for the last few days since I could tell he wanted to be with his father.
And now that Ashton is with us, I can\'t wait to do so many things with him and with our son, and of course, sleeping beside Ashton at night would be my favorite.