BXBX NOVEL Chapter 163 - His Anger Issues
Chapter 163 - His Anger Issues
"Maybe… mix of both.." she herself was confused but deep down in her heart, Jennifer knew herself that everything she did because of her past fear of loosing someone precious...
It was unrealistic and many will tell Jennnifer that nothing like this exists..
Until you experience the pain of losing something close to your dear heart, due to someone you hate.
At this though, her memory passed down the lane but before she could mention, she shook her head against it.
"Jennifer... you fear your life that is possible but you also fear..something else. What is that?" he asked, cautiously with outgoing his hand in her direction for mere seconds.
Jennifer, who was simply amazed to see his question related to this, "Why?You Senses something?"
"Your fear..is not only of losing someone, Jennifer. Probably because.. As you earlier said, we have lived under a roof for quite some time and I know you behave well."
Biting Her lower lip, she realized that he has starred through her soul, something which was irksome for her.
It doesn\'t make her comfortable when someone is able to see like a mirror through her views and emotions.
The reason was simple, she never opened uo with anyone, not even with her best friend or her own inner part too.
"It has to do with many things, not with one. Javier, like you, I do have secrets, which are too deep and some aren\'t deep but left a huge impact on me and my personality..." As she said, Jeninfer lowered her eyes to avoid the streams of tear.
Her grip around her clothes tightened when she finally looked above to see, a road on on either side and mountains on another it was too beautiful to begin with, making her think twice why he brought her here to talk about such things?
When neither of them spoke anythiny ahead, both of them realized one thing and that was, the uneasiness has calmned down between them.
Or probably, already vanished with time.
They both weren\'t feeling discomfort anymore rather it was a complete silence to engulf them which gave another kind of satisfaction.
Suddenly Javier broke the silence through his words taking a step ahead to break the walls of hers when he revealed, "This place is very close to my heart. It was where my mother would have brougyt me... when she was still here."
The sudden revealation brought her back to the land, seeing her in deep shock. "Your.. mother?"
"Yes my mother. This place was one of her closest one. Since childhood, I always had the issue of not expressing anything. With that, my anger was bad either. I have had a bad temper with a limited patience in the past and to control it she used to bring me here."
The word are quite sentimental, that is what Javier never said.
It was hars to imagine that he has to deal with anger issues when he has been makiny pact with her, with so much patience.
"Then why did you.. I mean.. how did your mother help you?"
A giant smile lingered on his lips which hid away the frown that was earlier curved, "She knew that nature is something is which makes me belive, where I can be myself. In the laps of natur3, I would sit here and talk with myself to express the thoughts, with no one else but either to my mother or with my inner so."
"That is how I started coming here out of the blues that I used to love. It was very hard at that time, but slowly and slowly, I was able to overcome it." A story of his was filled with different emotions which has got rhythm in his incomfortable past.
Her eyes gazed at his faint smile, carrying thousands of unsaid words, at the end they were simply unspoken words.
Taking a step closer to his body, without thinking twice, Jennifer hugged him from behind, resting her head against his broad back.
Wrappinf her hand around his waist, she closed her eyes to pass him warm energy. "But you changed too.."
"I brought you here so that i can calm myself. Jennifer, you have no idea how much you matter to me. Keeping aside the demands and Lucas,... leave it."
He didn\'t finish hus words yet it made her feel a hole in her heart.
His unsaid words carried a meaning for her which she wanted to know but it wasn\'t easier to think twice. "It\'s alright. Sometimes opening with others helps."
"Indeed. Probably because of the same reason, you are keeping your fear inside yourself and worries about a single thing. You lost somethint valuable and have the guilt not saving it? If i\'m not wrong then the same makes you think twice of stepping fotward and protect your loved ones with your hand so that… you know you gave your best."
His words made her smile. She can never deny that it was indeed the real reason.
But with the passage of time she started to let go of the things. Until.. he appeared in her life and she felt someone was here, whom she is willing to stick around
His presence affected her mood swings, her heart and what not!?
The same but positive feelings arise in her mind, which always make her take risky lessons.
At first she was simply hopny to escape and live by herself but in the end he too became an important part of her life in just a few weeks!
How can she feel comfortable with him in such little time? This always makes Jennifer wonder and same thought brought an unsettled frown on her face.
\'Javier… Have I started to count you in my loved one already?\' At this point she can drive only this conclusion without sayint anytuint
But at the same time, his magical voice entered her ears making her stiff body to relaxed in his embrace.
"Take all the time you want. When this discomfort goes, I will patiently wait for you to tell me. But.. I\'m willing to be a part of your live as wel..."