BXBX NOVEL Chapter 703 - I Don't Want You Any More
"Anya, are you okay? What happened?" Diana asked, worried.
Previously, she was too panicked when she saw Della's blood pooling on the floor, forgetting about her daughter who looked so shocked that she froze in place.
"I..." Anya looked at her hands in panic. Then, her gaze fell on the blood that was splattered on the floor. "I didn't mean to... I don't know… I'm really sorry!"
Her voice was shaken as she turned around. Then she ran toward her room and locked the door.
"Auntie, go. I am fine!" Della tried to endure the pain she felt. Currently, Anya's situation was more worrying. She didn't want Anya to blame herself and do something she might regret later.
She had come to this house today to comfort and accompany Anya.
But no one expected this to happen. Della did not think that her arrival would make the situation worse.
There was no way Anya intentionally pushed her off the stairs. There was no way Anya wanted to hurt her.
There must be something…
Fortunately, the ambulance arrived quickly. Hana then went with her and accompanied Della to the hospital.
With help from the other servants, Diana went up to the second floor and knocked on Anya's door.
"Anya, this is mom. Open the door, let's have a talk," Diana tried to say it as calmly as possible.
She didn't want to sound blaming Anya so she tried to lower her voice. Anya was currently unstable. She was depressed and the slightest discomfort could mentally affect her.
"I didn't mean to hurt Della..." Anya leaned against the door, crying like a child.
"I know. I also know Della won't blame you. Can you open the door?" Diana asked softly.
"Mom, I know I'm depressed. Am I crazy now?" Anya cried helplessly.
Diana was surprised to hear that her daughter was aware of her own condition. "You are just sick, just like having a cold. Now open the door first, dear. I can't stand up for too long. I rushed up and forgot to bring crutches. Hana also went to accompany Della to the hospital. If I fall later…"
Before Diana finished her sentence, Anya immediately opened the door and helped her mother. "Mother, why are you so careless? Come on in quickly and sit down."
Diana was touched to see her daughter. Anya was still thinking about her mother.
Anya immediately helped her mother to sit on the sofa and massaged Diana's legs.
Diana knew that her daughter was stubborn since she was a child. If she made a mistake, she would bow her head and keep silent, not daring to say anything.
Diana then stretched out her hand and asked Anya to look at her, just like every time she had to scold little Anya in the past.
Anya hesitated for a moment, but in the end, she reached out and took her mother's hand.
Diana showed a happy smile as her one hand held Anya's and the other stroking her head. "Tell me, what really happened just now?"
"I'm hallucinating..." Anya whispered. "I saw the crystal chandelier in the corridor fall. At that time, I couldn't think much. I just wanted to save Della so I pushed her. But when Della fell, I saw that the lamp was still hanging safely above. Meanwhile, Della was lying on the floor bleeding. It seems like my illness is very serious. I've hurt someone else…"
Anya cried sadly, "Mother, what should I do? I hurt Della today. Who knows you will also get hurt because of me tomorrow? What if I also put Aiden, or Arka and Aksa in danger too? I don't want to harm you all, but I don't know…"
Diana also cried and hugged her daughter. "I'm sorry. This is all my fault. If only I hadn't been hurt at that time, you wouldn't have been sick like this."
"This is not your fault. There really is something wrong with me. I'm not strong enough, mom. I've tried not to think about all sorts of violent things, but I can't…" Anya felt so sad at her helplessness.
"But your condition has improved quite a bit because of the treatment you are undergoing. But the incident during Arka and Aksa's party made you procrastinate a lot and it's getting worse. Anya, I'm sure that if you get the right treatment, you will definitely be cured," Diana said with a stern gaze.
"Treatment? When did I ever do it?" Anya asked in surprise.
"Tara's friend is actually a psychiatrist. She comes to check on you every day. Anya, I'm sorry that I couldn't take good care of you. I apologize for what happened at the party, I can't prevent it from making your illness worse."
Aiden walked in when the conversation took place, but the man only showed his reaction with the crease on his forehead.
Psychiatrist? Tara's friend who made Anya feel uncomfortable turned out to be a psychiatrist…
No wonder that person liked to ask personal questions. Apparently, Anya was undergoing treatment without her knowledge.
Anya didn't know what was happening to herself, but everyone already knew.
Her husband also knew…
Anya got up and looked at Aiden. "Did you know everything? Did you hide everything from me again? If you had told me, did you think I wouldn't want to seek treatment?"
Diana then tried to defend Aiden. "Aiden did it to protect you. He was afraid that you were too stressed and it would get worse. After I woke up and your two sons finally returned home, your condition has improved a lot. If it weren't for the party…"
Anya felt so angry when she found out about all this. Just like in the past, everyone left her in the darkness alone clueless. They didn't even let her know about her own mental health condition.
"When will you learn to respect me? Do you think I'm stupid and helpless? What do you think made me like this?" Anya asked.
"All of this is my fault. I made you suffer," Aiden said in a low voice.
Anya tried to hold back her anger, but her feelings were really unstable right now. She cried and said, "Yes, all of this is your fault. After returning to Indonesia, I left my job to build a family with you. I don't even work my dream job as a parfumeur to look after our children. I did everything for you. But what did you do in return?"
"Anya, that's not it..." before Aiden finished his sentence, Diana shook her head and asked him not to interrupt Anya.
Diana wanted Anya to pour out all the pain in her heart.
Letting her vent her anger would calm Anya a little.
"When I was pregnant, Keara tried to hurt me. Even after my children were born, someone tried to harm them and me. I literally can't live in peace. Why does my life have to be like this? Aiden, you said you would give me happiness. But why am I so tired?"
"I can't protect my children. I couldn't protect my mother and hurt her. I can't even protect myself. And you also didn't try to protect me at all. I know you did everything best for me, but how long do I have to be patient? Until when do I have to wait for you to get rid of all those women?"
"As your wife and the mother of your children, I know that many are jealous and want to take my position. I've been trying to hold my patience, but what can I do? You didn't even step in to help me deal with those women. You let them humiliate me. Do you even see me as your wife?" Anya got up and walked towards Aiden, one step at a time with tears rolling down her face.
"Aiden, I don't want you anymore..."
"What did you say?" Aiden couldn't believe what he just heard.