BXBX NOVEL Chapter 69 - How It Feels To Be Loved
Their lips parted. Anya buried her face in Aiden\'s body, embarrassed by their second kiss. She could hear Aiden\'s heart racing. It looked like she was not the only one who was nervous. It turned out that Aiden also felt the same way as her.
"Did I ever say that you are the type of man I want?" Anya suddenly asked.
Aiden raised an eyebrow, "What type of man am I?"
"You are very smart. You can see Natali\'s evil plan easily, unlike me, a fool. You look cold and hard, but your heart is actually very warm and soft. When I\'m with you, I feel safe. You can always protect me from anything." Anya replied as she leaned her body on Aiden and closed her eyes.
After that, she lifted her head and looked at Aiden, "I will try to remember my lost memories. I want to know our past."
Instead of being happy, Aiden looked gloomy at Anya\'s words. He put his lips on Anya\'s forehead and asked in a low voice, "What if our past turned out to be unpleasant, not like what you imagined?"
"If our past was unpleasant, why are you so nice to me?" Said Anya with a sweet smile, "Give me time, I will slowly like you and slowly give my heart to you. Do you want to wait for me?"
"Why should I wait for you?" Aiden\'s answer made Anya a little disappointed. However, the next sentence made Anya\'s heart melt.
"You are mine and you will forever be with me." Aiden whispered in Anya\'s ear as he hugged her gently, lifting her body in his lap.
They were enveloped in silence as they embraced each other\'s bodies. Their warmth seemed to be channeled into each other on this cold night.
"Do you think I\'m insincere and just trying to please you?" Anya asked in a low voice. Her head was still resting on Aiden\'s chest and her eyes were wide open. She wanted Aiden to know that she really wanted to open her heart to Aiden.
"Are you really sincere?" Aiden tightened his embrace, "There is another man in your heart. How can you possibly like me?"
Anya\'s face immediately turned pale. That turned out to be what Aiden thought. Aiden thought she was only sweet and insincere. Aiden thought he was just using him.
"Everyone has a past. I can\'t erase it, but I\'ve decided to let it go. I need time to open my heart again." Anya whispered.
Aiden\'s face hardened and his body stiffened when Anya talked about her past. He really didn\'t like this topic of conversation. Even though he was trying his best to contain the jealousy and resentment in his heart, it seemed like the feelings were too strong that it easily affected him.
He let go of Anya\'s body, let her back in his seat, "You don\'t have to like me if you\'re not sincere." He said coldly.
Anya looked a little panicked and shook Aiden\'s arm. Her feelings were genuine. How could she show her sincerity to Aiden?
"Aiden, you don\'t want me to like you? Would you not like me anymore if I fell in love with you and kept bothering you?" Anya asked.
Aiden didn\'t say anything, but his face looked stiff. He leaned back and closed his eyes, ignoring Anya\'s existence. How could he believe what Anya said? The woman was very careful in front of him. Anya was always alert and looked very scared when she was near him. So he knew that all Anya\'s words were her attempts not to make Aiden angry. He wanted to see the real Anya, not Anya who was always afraid and worried in front of him.
Anya pursed her lips, annoyed that Aiden didn\'t care about her, "I want to get closer to you. Date like ordinary people, approach yourself like an ordinary couple. No matter how long our marriage lasts, I want to be on good terms with you as long as we are together."
Anya\'s words didn\'t seem to move Aiden\'s heart at all. She didn\'t know what he was thinking and she didn\'t know how to make Aiden believe in her. Finally, Anya decided to use her last resort. She moved from her place to Aiden\'s lap and faced the man. Her tiny hands grabbed Aiden\'s shoulders. "Don\'t you want it?" She asked.
Aiden immediately opened his eyes when he realized what Anya was doing. He watched as his shy wife suddenly sat on his lap and her voice sounded seductive.
"Anya, don\'t tease me." Aiden tried to keep his composure.
Anya brought her face closer to Aiden. Her cold lips touched Aiden\'s gently and whispered softly, "Do you like me?"
Did Aiden like her? Of course, Aiden really liked her!
Aiden was happy to see Anya taking the initiative to approach him. He could feel that his wife was trying hard to get his heart. The woman tried hard to get closer to him and forget about her past. Anya tried to open herself.
Anya said that she would gradually give her heart to Aiden. But if this were the case, it seemed like Aiden would keep falling over and over again before he could win Anya\'s heart.
"Why are you cheating like this?" Aiden\'s voice was hoarse, trying to hold back his excitement.
His brown eyes looked dark and dangerous.
"I will learn to love you. Do you want to wait for me?" Anya asked, looking straight at Aiden\'s eyes.
"Enough!" One of Aiden\'s hands grabbed Anya\'s waist and the other held the back of her head, pulling her body to deepen their kiss.
Aiden kissed her fiercely, making it difficult for Anya to go with Aiden\'s flow. The man seemed to pour out all the resentment and frustration that had been buried in his heart. Aiden felt that the kiss felt different from before. When Anya took the initiative to kiss him, their kiss tasted sweeter.
Their car had arrived in front of the house, but neither of them had any intention of getting off. Meanwhile, when he arrived home, Abdi immediately rushed out of the car and provided privacy for Anya and Aiden.
Aiden\'s lips still crushed Anya fiercely, as if he didn\'t want her to run away from his embrace. Anya could feel Aiden\'s lips continuing to fondle her deeply and slightly rough, but the touch of the man\'s hand on her waist and the back of her head was very soft.
Suddenly Aiden\'s hand moved to her thigh, trying to go deeper and touch her skin directly. Aiden\'s cold hands made Anya gasp. Aiden took the opportunity to lick Anya\'s lips and put his tongue in her mouth. Unlike before, where Anya could only accept Aiden\'s kiss passively, this time Anya eagerly greeted Aiden, making the man growl with satisfaction.
Aiden\'s hand continued to move upward, wanting to remove the woman\'s underwear. But suddenly, a loud voice was heard.
Crucuk, crucuk…
Anya\'s stomach let out a loud cry, as if asking for attention.
The sound made Aiden let go of Anya. He stepped back a little, looked at Anya\'s face, blushing and chuckling, "Hungry?"
Anya nodded shyly. Why did her stomach have to rattle at times like this? This was so embarrassing!
Anya put her hand on Aiden\'s shoulder, "Aiden, do you want to wait for me? I will try to love you."
"Hmm ... I\'m the only man you can love." Aiden said while kissing Anya\'s lips gently.
"Thank you." Anya replied while hugging Aiden happily.
"What for?" Asked Aiden in surprise.
"Thank you for allowing me to learn to love you. Actually, I\'m afraid you don\'t want me to like you or love you. I\'m afraid you will divorce me soon." Anya said with a sad smile.
"Why do you think like that?" Aiden raised his eyebrows.
"You don\'t marry me because you love me. I believe that one day I will have to give up my position as Mrs. Atmajaya. When you find the right woman, the woman you love, you will definitely throw me out." Anya said carefully, "I\'m afraid, if I fall in love with you, you will even feel annoyed and tell me to disappear from your sight."
Aiden did not expect Anya to think that way. Wasn\'t it clear about the love he showed to Anya?
Couldn\'t that woman see how much Aiden loved her?
"I don\'t love anyone." Aiden said grimly.
Anya immediately looked up and asked, "You never loved anyone? Then or now?"
Aiden didn\'t answer. His hand instead opened the car door and said, "Come on out!"
Anya was pensive when she heard Aiden\'s answer. Aiden didn\'t love anyone right now.
Was it selfish if Anya wanted Aiden to love her, even though she didn\'t love Aiden?
Was it selfish if she wanted to feel loved?
Maybe one day Aiden would love her too ...
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