BXBX NOVEL Chapter 166 My Biggest Regret 2
Previously on The Vampire Cat System
[Simply say, he had told on Sophia and the rest of the group to the second years, he was the reason Sophia was on the verge of death, he was the reason she was accused of killing Vic and was attacked, and he was also the reason why the entire group was suffering at this moment, everything that was happening was his fault, he had betrayed them.
The other day when they were searching for Bernard, the invisible second year had kidnapped him after going back to his dorm and when he thought up to this point, he regretted his decision of choosing to take a nap.]
Why? Because after being kidnapped by the second years\' student, he finally realized their true purpose of taking him, it was none other than Sophia and Bernard, he wanted to struggle but then the next news they told him made him break out in cold sweat, it was that day he realize Vic was dead and the real culprit was none other than the invisible second-year student, when he heard this at first he didn\'t want to believe it, but they showed a video of how he was killed.
After he watched the video his will to fight back fell, in his moment of despair they made him promise to do anything for them, and afterward they gave him a prosal he couldn\'t refuse. It was either he told them everything he knew about the group or suffer the same fate of death as Vic, and if he agreed they also promised him he would be allowed to be friends with the second years, and they wouldn\'t collect credit points from him anymore, they would also give him power and women if he wanted.
Of course, he knew they were lying about everything they promised, however at that moment he couldn\'t help but imagine what being friends with a second year who were powerful and feared would be like, how being freed of the second year\'s constant bullying would feel like, and how amazing it would be to have powers as great as the second years in his grasp and to have a hot chick as Sophia as a girlfriend, all this flashed in his mind in that brief moment, and he felt a sense of longing for those things.
Athough Bernard\'s group had helped him from bullies, it was only Sophia and Bernard who had the powers, and when they left he would still be despised by the higher rank students, and finally he thought about the proposal they offered him, it was not like he had a choice anyways, if he refused they would simply eliminate him right there and then.
But if he accepted, even though there was a chance of what they promised were just lies, there was also a chance of what they promised being true as well, it was not like he had any choice after all, so what was the use of fighting back if he would just suffer a fate of death, and the academy wouldn\'t do anything, and even his friends would only feel sad and forget him eventually, what\'s more after he joins their circles and become strong enough he would be able to help them just like they had been helping him before, all these were the thoughts ran through his head.
After he agreed to their proposal he told them why they were searching for Bernard, they also asked him different questions and what he knew about his group, Ryan willingly told them everything he knew about Bernard, Sophia, and Emelia, before they allowed him to go back they told him to not let anyone know about what they discussed.
Although he didn\'t know what the second years were planning, he didn\'t think much about it and simply did whatever they told him to do, until this very moment when he saw Sophia was all bloody up and was tied to a spinning board wheel, while Bernard and Emelia had come to her rescue. When he saw this he couldn\'t help but remember the day he met Bernard, he was just like him a weak rank 1 symbiote user yet he was able to beat a rank 2 symbiote user and saved him and his friend who were complete strangers from the hands of those rank 3\'s bullies.
And when he thought about Sophia, he remembered the times when several high-ranking symbiote users wanted to bully him during combat classes but she would always stand up for him or Emelia who was always worried about everyone. When Ryan thought about all these things they did for him, he couldn\'t help but feel ashamed of Al his thoughts and even more guilty, but already it was too late.
They had all helped him from the beginning when he needed help, but yet he was the one who had sold them out because he wanted to know what freedom and power felt like, from the very beginning they were always protecting him but when it was finally his turn he betrayed them instead.
\'Everyone I am sorry this is all my fault.\'Ryan thought.
For a brief moment, he had forgotten how cruel and ruthless the second years could be, he had thought they only wanted to teach them a lesson and wanted him to join their ranks, he had been thinking selfishly the whole time that he didn\'t realize, the second years were just using him the whole time for what he could offer, they never truly cared about him nor did they mean what they promised.
Ryan felt both guilt, shame and confusion as he hid himself, he didn\'t know what to do anymore. Ryan kept quivering as tears began to roll down his face, after crying for a while he suddenly stood up, and wipe the tears off his face this time he seemed determined and have made his resolve, as soon as he ran out of his hiding place, he suddenly saw someone quietly standing in front of him with a friendly smile on his wrinkled face.
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