Chapter 60: Come back to me
"Elara, are you sure about this?" Seraphina asked for what felt like the hundredth time, her eyes filled with concern as she watched me pack.
I turned to her, trying to muster as much confidence as I could. "Yes, Seraphina. I need to do this. For us, for the realm. And I won't be alone. There will be guards and advisors with me."
She sighed deeply, running a hand through her hair. "I know, but I can't help worrying. I should be going with you."
I placed a hand on her arm, giving it a reassuring squeeze. "Your presence here is just as important. We need to show the council and the people that we are capable of handling our respective duties. Besides, I promise to be careful."
Seraphina looked like she wanted to argue, but instead, she pulled me into a tight embrace. "Just come back to me in one piece, okay?"
I nodded against her shoulder. "I will."
The servants continued their preparations, occasionally seeking my input on what to bring. One servant, a young woman named Lila, approached with a carefully wrapped bundle. "Lady Elara, I've packed some of your favorite books and a few comfort items to make the journey more bearable."
I smiled gratefully at her. "Thank you, Lila. That's very thoughtful."
As the morning wore on, I realized that I needed to say my goodbyes to some of the key figures in the castle. I started with Nyx, who was overseeing the training grounds. She was a tall, imposing figure with a gruff demeanor but a kind heart.
"Nyx," I called out as I approached him. She turned, her stern expression softening when she saw me.
"Lady Elara, what brings you here?" she asked, wiping sweat from her brow.
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"I wanted to let you know that I'm heading to the eastern province," I said, trying to sound confident.
Nyx frowned. "I heard about that. It's a dangerous place right now. Make sure you stay alert and don't take any unnecessary risks."
"I'll remember that," I replied, nodding. "And thank you for everything you've taught me. It's been invaluable."
She gave a short, approving nod. "Just come back safe, alright? Seraphina would have my head if anything happened to you."
I chuckled. "I will."
Next, I visited Lysandra, who was busy with her duties in the castle's grand library. She looked up from a pile of ancient scrolls as I entered.
"Elara! I heard about your mission," she said, coming around the table to give me a hug.
"Yes, I'm leaving soon," I said. "I just wanted to say goodbye and thank you for all your help."
Lysandra smiled warmly. "You'll do great. Just remember, you have a strong support system here. Don't hesitate to reach out if you need anything."
"Thank you, Lysandra. I appreciate it," I said, returning her hug.
The last person I needed to speak with was Valeria. She was in the throne room, speaking with a group of advisors. When she saw me approaching, she dismissed them with a wave of her hand.
"Elara," she said, her tone more measured than usual. "I assume you're ready for your journey?"
"I am," I replied, standing tall. "I wanted to thank you for your guidance and assure you that I'll do my best."
Valeria studied me for a moment before nodding. "I know you will. Remember, you represent not just yourself but also Seraphina and our realm. Be strong and wise in your decisions."
"I will, Valeria. Thank you," I said, inclining my head respectfully.
As I made my way back to our chambers, I felt a mix of emotions. The weight of the responsibility I was shouldering was immense, but I also felt a sense of determination. I needed to prove myself, not just to the council and the people, but to Seraphina and myself.
When I returned, Seraphina was waiting for me, her face a mixture of anxiety and pride. "Ready?" she asked, her voice soft.
"Ready," I replied, taking a deep breath.
Just then, a servant entered the room, bowing deeply. "My Lady, the council has requested a final audience before your departure."
Seraphina and I exchanged a glance, and she took my hand as we followed the servant to the council chamber. When we arrived, the atmosphere was tense, and I could see the weight of the moment reflected in the eyes of the council members.
Valeria stood at the head of the table, her expression unreadable. "Elara, Seraphina, thank you for coming."
"We wanted to ensure that all preparations are in order," Azazel said, his tone serious. "Elara, you'll be accompanied by a contingent of our best guards and advisors. They will provide both protection and counsel."
"I understand," I said, nodding. "Thank you."
Lysandra stepped forward, her eyes kind. "Remember, Elara, this mission is not just about resolving the issues in the eastern province. It's also about showing the people that you are capable and worthy of their trust."
Thalion added, "We have faith in you, Elara. Just be yourself and do what you think is right."
I felt a surge of gratitude for their support. "Thank you all. I will do my best."
Just as I was about to leave, Valeria spoke up again. "There is one more matter to address. Seraphina, we've decided that you should remain here no spie or even teleporting to her."
Seraphina's eyes widened in shock. "What? No! I need to be with Elara. I can't let her go alone."
Valeria's gaze was steely. "This is not up for debate, Seraphina. Your presence here is crucial. We need you to maintain stability and ensure that the realm continues to function smoothly."
"But—" Seraphina began, her voice filled with frustration and anger.
"No buts," Valeria said firmly. "Elara needs to do this on her own, and you need to fulfill your duties here."
I could see the conflict in Seraphina's eyes, the struggle between her protective instincts and her sense of duty. I reached out and took her hand, squeezing it gently. "It's okay, Seraphina. I'll be fine. We both have our roles to play."
Seraphina looked at me, her eyes filled with a mixture of worry and pride. "I just don't want anything to happen to you."
"I know," I said softly. "But I need to do this. Trust me."
After a long moment, Seraphina nodded, her shoulders slumping slightly in resignation. "Fine. But be careful. And remember, I'll be here waiting for you."
"I will," I promised, giving her a reassuring smile.
With that, the council dismissed us, and I could feel the weight of the upcoming journey settling heavily on my shoulders. As we walked back to our chambers, I tried to push away the doubts and fears that threatened to overwhelm me.
Seraphina pulled me into a tight embrace as soon as we were alone, her voice a whisper in my ear. "Promise me you'll come back to me."
"I promise," I replied, holding her close. "I'll come back."
The reality of our separation was sinking in, but I knew it was necessary. We had to trust in each other and in our ability to overcome whatever challenges lay ahead. With a final, lingering kiss, we parted ways, and I began the final preparations for my journey to the eastern province.
Seraphina's reluctance was palpable as we stood by the castle gate, my horse and escort ready for departure. She held my hand tightly, her usually confident demeanor now tinged with vulnerability.
"Elara," she whispered, her voice breaking slightly, "I don't want you to go. I can't stand the thought of you being in danger."
I cupped her face in my hands, looking into her eyes with as much reassurance as I could muster. "I know, Seraphina. But this is something I have to do. We both have our responsibilities. I'll be back before you know it."
She shook her head, her grip tightening. "I hate this. I hate not being able to protect you."
"I'll be careful," I promised, leaning in to kiss her softly. "And I'll think of you every moment until I'm back."
She closed her eyes, a tear escaping down her cheek. "Just come back to me. That's all I ask."
"I will," I said, giving her one last embrace before mounting my horse.
As I rode away, I glanced back to see Seraphina standing there, a mixture of pride and fear on her face. I knew she would be watching until I was out of sight, her heart as heavy as mine.