Chapter 268
"Mom, I don't want uncle Qiu to be my father." Muzhi Li pouts her lips and looks at muzixi unhappily. She has said it many times. Why does mother have to marry uncle Qiu? "I have a father, don't let others be my father."
"Don't worry about adults, children." Muzixi said to Muzhi Li sternly.
Mu Zhi Li looks at her mother and ignores her opinions. Her lovely face is full of grievances and pouts angrily.
My mother is so bad. I treat her in this way every time.
Chenghaotian touches the head of Muzhi glass, which is regarded as a comfort to her.
Then facing muzixi, looking at her, it's so reluctant
However, she chose Qiu Wanqing. Even if she was not willing, she could only let go and respect her choice.
He can only watch her, walk to other men, Nestle in the arms of other men
From then on, it never belonged to him.
From now on, muzixi's crying, happiness, hardship, ups and downs will have nothing to do with him. She will be experienced by another man.
But he can't go into her life any more.
Can only watch him cry in other men's arms, smile in other men's arms.
Think of this period of time, those three of them have a common happiness, are they all false?
Are all just muzixi cheating him?
He has already said what should be said. He is not good at expressing himself. Now he is at a loss.
If Muzhi glass can't stay with her, then he really has no way, can only look at muzixi with deep pain.
Chenghaotian feels that his world has fallen into darkness, and he can't see any light of hope.
Muzixi can't bear to see the pain on Haotian's face, so he can only turn his head elsewhere, instead of seeing him and Muzhi glass.
The intense pain in her heart made muzixi's body tremble slightly. However, she could not show it and could only bear it.
Chenghaotian's despairing manner made muzixi feel like a knife in her heart. She finally got up the courage to make a decision, which almost broke into pieces.
Chenghaotian has never had such an expression, which makes people feel that his life seems to have no hope and lost the whole world.
Seeing this kind of chenghaotian, muzixi wants to plunge into his arms recklessly
Hold him and tell him how much she wants to stay with him, how much she loves him and Mu Zhi Li, how reluctant to leave here and their happy family.
But now she can do nothing and say nothing.
Even, he can't see his feelings for him.
She can only pretend to be ruthless and hurt her favorite.
At the same time of hurting him, the pain also hit her thousands of times.
Every time she says a refusal to him, she must use all her strength to suppress the pain in her heart, fight all her strength, and stop her movement to him.
Chenghaotian's every reaction is like a knife that stabs her heart, and it hurts deeply.
However, she can only bite her teeth and bear it without showing any care.
Then, in my heart, I said in silence, muzixi, you can't repent, you can't live up to your father's wishes, you can't be sorry, you have no blood relationship with you, but you have paid for your father for five years.
You can't hurt again and again, it gave you a second life, no regrets, no return, in your side to pay five years Qiu Wanqing.
Muzixi, in this life, you are doomed not to be happy.
Tears in my heart flow into blood, but on the surface, I have to pretend to face chenghaotian mercilessly.
"Mom, dad is so good to us. The three of us have so many happy times. Aren't we very happy together?" Mu Zhi Li looks at Mu Zixi painfully.
She didn't understand why her mother insisted on marrying uncle Qiu so much. What she hoped for together, there was no happy family with her father and mother, and her heart was hurt.
She doesn't understand what happened to her mother. The three of them get along so well. Isn't it good to live together in the future?
Why must I marry uncle Qiu?
She couldn't accept the fact, or understand why her mother chose it.
She thought they were a family, didn't she? Isn't that all the family?
Having a father, a mother, and her is a home. The children in their kindergarten said that this is the case in every family.
But now, such a happy and beautiful home has been destroyed by her mother. There is no such a happy home with her father, mother and happiness in her dream!
That uncle Qiu is really annoying. Without him, her parents would be together. It's because of him that mom wants to leave dad, and she doesn't have a happy home.Mu Zhi Li stared at Qiu Wanqing and said, "I don't want you to be my father, I won't call you dad. My father can only be chenghaotian's father. "
"Muzhi glass! How can you do this to Uncle Qiu? Uncle Qiu is so kind to you. You don't know how to do it. " Muzixi is angry that Muzhi Li is so rude.
How can she talk to Qiu Wanqing like this? No matter how much Qiu Wanqing has taken care of her for five years, how can she treat a person who took care of herself since childhood like this? I don't know how to be grateful.
What does Qiu Wanqing think?
Muzixi carefully looked at Qiu Wanqing and found that his face was not very good-looking.
"Wan Qing, bad intention This child is so ignorant that I am spoiled... " Muzixi endured the pain and reluctantly smiled and said sorry to Qiu Wanqing.
"It's OK. The child is still young. I'll teach him slowly later." Qiu wanqiu was angry to hear Mu Zhili say that, but muzixi's apology made him feel much better.
Quickly put away the ugly face, put on a gentle smile, magnanimous expression does not care, will not care about and children.
"Zhi Li, apologize to Uncle Qiu." Muzixi looked at Muzhi glass and said solemnly.
Although Qiu Wanqing said he didn't care, he couldn't help teaching the children. Otherwise, he would only harm the children in the future.
"I don't want it!" Mu Zhi Li insists that he shouts to Mu Zixi, "I'm not wrong. It's uncle Qiu's fault that he robbed his mother."
She just don't apologize to Uncle Qiu who destroys her home and is annoying.
Uncle Qiu destroys her dream of a happy family. He also wants her to call him father. No way.
More Mu Zhi Li angry is, why does her mother always face uncle Qiu?
"It's none of your uncle Qiu's business. It's your mother who wants to marry him." Muzixi explains to Muzhi glass.
Originally, she married Qiu Wanqing voluntarily. He didn't force her. She wanted everything.
"I don't believe it. My father is so good. My mother will give up her father and choose uncle Qiu."
Mu Zhili firmly doesn't believe that his mother will give up the tall, handsome and rich father, and choose uncle Qiu, who is not as good as his father. "Mom, did you marry uncle Qiu because he saved your life and helped grandpa to repay him?"
Mu Zhi Li is small, but precocious and intelligent. According to her observation and the analysis given by Cheng Haotian, she has summed up such an answer.
She felt that her mother didn't really want to marry uncle Qiu. She had to marry uncle Qiu to repay her kindness.
"Of course not." Muzixi looks at Muzhi glass in some astonishment.
Once again, she was shocked by Mu Zhili's intelligence and acuteness, but she was more happy to have such a smart daughter, at least not to worry about Mu Zhili's loss.
She did not expect that Mu Zhi Li would guess the deepest thought in her heart.
To marry Qiu Wanqing is not only for his father's last words, but also to repay Qiu Wanqing's kindness.
Although his daughter said it was on her mind, muzixi couldn't admit it, let alone chenghaotian.
"Why does mother marry uncle Qiu?" Mu Zhili thinks that his mother must be lying, and he dare not admit it.
"Of course, it's because my mother loves uncle Qiu. Otherwise, what else can I make my mother decide to marry him?" Muzixi holds back his heartache and says to Muzhi glass against his will.
In order not to reveal her true feelings, we can only pretend to be cold to refute Mu Zhi Li's words and say the words against our hearts.
There is a happy expression on her face because she can marry Qiu Wanqing. Only muzixi knows how fake this expression is and how painful her heart is.
How sweet she is on her face, how bitter she is in her heart.
Muzixi felt that her heart was as painful as being run over, but no matter how much pain she could bear, no matter how much pain she had to bear.
"Impossible." Chenghaotian retorts loudly.
Chenghaotian felt that his heart, which had been scarred, had been stabbed again by muzixi's words.
Muzixi if you love Qiu Wanqing, what's your feeling for him?
Those lingering, those deep love
Is it all his own fantasy? Is it because he wants too much?
Just now, he said that Qiu Wanqing thought that muzixi was mad, but it wasn't Qiu Wanqing who was mad, but himself?
"What is impossible?" Muzixi swallowed the surging grief and forced him to be merciless to chenghaotian. "Wanqing is so kind to me, and has been paying for me for so many years without complaint or regret. Shouldn't I love him?"
Heart pain, can only choose to leave
To hurt chenghaotian is the last thing muzixi is willing to do, but it has to be done.
Seeing his pain broke her heart, she tore her heart and lungs.
If you hurt him, she will be very painful
Even if she is already in agony, she can only persist, persist"These days, I can feel that you love me." Chenghaotian said with a sonorous voice, as if this were the case, he said that he could become a fact. "You love me, how can you love Qiu Wanqing again?"
Muzixi listens to chenghaotian's firm and powerful words, and her heart is aching. Chenghaotian has always been firm. When did she feel so nervous.
It was she who caused him to be like this!
However, she did not have a sense of achievement because of his change. She only felt infinite despair, endless grief
Muzixi tolerates the pain in his heart, pretends to be ruthless, as if chenghaotian had told a joke, and laughs, "ha ha Unexpectedly, there are also naive times for chenghaotian, who has always been ruthless. I'm just getting back at you. How can I love you again. "