Chapter 252 - 252: She Was Afraid of Pain (2)
The man who used to make her feel especially safe was now filled with a sense of danger. She suddenly did not even have the courage to walk out of the bathroom.
If she didn’t get hurt once, would she forget her stupidity and absurdity for the rest of her life?
What right did he have to say such a thing?
Did she think that he was stupid and ridiculous because she looked similar to Rongxue?
If it were any other woman who had encountered such a coincidence, she would not be able to calmly think that everything was just a coincidence.
Was it absurd or foolish for her to question his intentions?
It was obvious that Zuo Hancheng was the most overbearing, shameless, hypocritical, hypocritical, and two-faced bastard!
Anhao turned around and went to take a shower to wash away her fatigue and coldness. Because of the life-and-death struggle of love, she lay weakly in the bathtub.
In fact, she was just stubborn. She had too many thorns on her body. She was afraid of hurting the people who treated her well, and she was also afraid of hurting herself.
For a moment, she regretted not pushing the door open and entering the office to ask. After all, she was Zuo Hancheng’s official wife. No matter what happened to Rong Xue, she was still qualified to go in and ask.
Perhaps she hadn’t left the thermos flask and lunch box behind. If she hadn’t dragged Huang Amao to T City earlier, perhaps things wouldn’t have turned out this way.
But now that things had come to this, no matter how regretful or vexed he was, it was useless.
She closed her eyes and leaned her head against the edge of the bathtub, allowing the bathwater to cover her body. She allowed herself to be surrounded by the warm water, using it as a temporary protective layer to give herself a sense of security.
She even submerged her head into the water and held her breath to push herself into an extreme state, trying to get rid of all the emotions that she shouldn’t have in her mind and regain her rationality.
No matter who was right or wrong in this matter, it had already become like this. It was useless for her to regret.
Zuo Hancheng was really angry. He said that he had always held her in his hands and loved her dearly, so now he was planning to throw her down and leave her alone, right?
She crawled out of the water and lowered her head to look at her body that was submerged in the water. There were marks of different sizes on her skin. They were all red. They were the marks that Zuo Hancheng had left on her body when he was not gentle.
Suddenly, she could not muster any strength. She leaned against the bathtub like a rag doll and closed her eyes. Unknowingly, she fell asleep in exhaustion.
Zuo Hancheng realized that she had been in the bathroom for an hour and had not come out yet. Moreover, the bathroom was abnormally quiet. After ending the call from Mobai, he turned around and walked into the bathroom.
The door was locked from the inside. He called the room service to send the key in within a minute. After getting the key, he opened the bathroom door and walked in to see Anhao sleeping in the bathtub.
Zuo Hancheng frowned slightly and walked over. The water in the bathtub had already turned cold.
However, she was sleeping soundly, and her face was abnormally red.
Zuo Hancheng took a deep breath and carried her out of the water.
However, just as he picked her up and wrapped her in a towel, Anhao curled up in his arms and trembled as it she had encountered something terrible in a dream. She seemed to be mumbling something.
He could vaguely hear her soft ravings.”Don’t…Don’t come over…”
While she was murmuring in her dreams, her body tensed up and her entire person was filled with resistance.
Zuo Hancheng frowned slightly. He was sure that even if he had not been gentle with her today, he would not have scared her to such an extent when she had a nightmare.
On the surface, Gu Anhao looked like she was scared out of her wits, but she had already scolded him countless times in her heart. With her personality, she would only pretend to be pitiful for the time being to gain his sympathy so that he would let her go. She would definitely not have nightmares because of him.
So, what was she dreaming about?
“Don’t…”
Anhao’s hand was tightly pressed against his chest as she shook her head gently.””Don’t come over…Don’t… Don’t come over…”
Zuo Hancheng carried her out of the bathroom and placed her on the bed. She was shivering under the blanket.
Was it because everything he did to her today had evoked the nightmare that was hidden in the deepest part of her heart?
Wenner had once said that Anhao looked like a heartless and rebellious girl, but she was actually an extremely insecure person. Wenner had helped her hide some things from the past. Although he did not ask further, he could clearly see that Anhao’s behavior in her sleep was different from before after today’s incident.
For a moment, Zuo Hancheng wondered if he had punished such a fragile Anhao too much.
However, when she saw the morning-after pill on the floor outside the bathroom door and recalled the words of this heartless girl, she immediately turned around and went to the other bedroom of this suite.
When Zuo Hancheng left Anhao’s bed, it was already dawn outside the window. Anhao woke up instinctively after being cooped up in the blanket for two minutes, but she refused to go out because she knew that Zuo Hancheng was by her bed.
It was not until he went to another room that she quietly poked her head out from under the blanket and looked up at the door opposite.
Zuo Hancheng did not sleep next to her, hug her in his arms, and give her warmth like he did in the past. He did not come over to coax her either.
Was she suddenly so cold and heartless because she had really done something wrong?
She buried her face in the blanket and silently looked at the tightly shut door.
It had been a long time since she had dreamed of that nightmare from five years ago. Today, she was having it again. She sniffled and looked at the door opposite her with a sad expression. She never knew that she could be so conflicted. She actually expected Zuo Hancheng to suddenly push open the door and come back to hug her in his arms.
It was just a habit. It was because of habit.
However, Zuo Hancheng did not come out of the door until the sky turned bright.
Anhao hadn’t been able to sleep because of the nightmare that had once again entered her mind. Although the fatigue and soreness all over her body made her want to sleep deeply, when she closed her eyes, she would see the scene from five years ago. She tried many times but couldn’t fall asleep.
In the end, she had no choice but to keep her eyes open as she looked out the window. Zuo Hancheng’s voice echoed in her ears.
“You don’t have a heart.”
“If I don’t let you feel pain once, you’ll never remember your stupidity and absurdity for the rest of your life.”
Anhao suddenly flipped over on the bed, grabbed a pillow, and pressed it against her face, trying to suffocate herself.
That day, she had left Shengling Group and went to T City to relax. She wanted to get out of it as soon as possible so that she would not be stuck in Zuo Hancheng’s world.
She had suffered a lot today, but Zuo Hancheng still did it to her so mercilessly and shamelessly! It was so painful!
She actually realized that she was sinking deeper and deeper, and her mind was filled with him! How could this be!