BXBX NOVEL Chapter 205 He Is No Different From Others.
"He has a dress designed by me? Really?" In last, Zhou Bingbing decided to sound lost. "What kind of dress it was because I don\'t remember him buying any wedding dress from me."
"Zhou BingBing, you don\'t remember if he bought any dress from you? "Zhou Liying gritted out angrily.
"I don\'t. What kind of dress was it? Maybe someone else bought It at his place. Why will he personally come to my studio to buy it?"
Zhou Liying described the dress and Zhou Bingbing acted surprise. "Oh, that dress. He was the one buying that dress. If I knew Mu Yuehan was buying it then I would have sold it at a high price. Arghh…. how can I miss this opportunity?"
"Maybe he sent someone else to buy it." Zhou Liying wrinkled her brows, still finding Zhou BingBing to be doubtful but her reason was also true.
Zhou Bingbing took a breather of relief when she heard Zhou Liying. She could not let her knew she knew about the identity of Mu Yuehan and helped him out. Otherwise, Zhou Liying may get angry at her.
"So, tell me how was your date?" Zhou Bingbing again asked with excitement.
Zhou Liying threw her head back and closed her eyes. She spoke dejectedly, "It was not a date but a trap to get married to me. Now I am married to Mu Yuehan."
"What? You married Mu Yuehan?"
Zhou Liying ignored the surprise in her cousins\' voice and continued speaking, "And in top of that, Hanhan, my old driver is none other than Mu Yuehan. He was staying by my side all this time and like a fool, I was unaware of his identity." She ridiculed.
"Wow, aren\'t you lucky then? You got married to the richest man in the city, not in the city but the world. Isn\'t this what you always wanted? Mu Yuehan must like you very much to become your driver. How sweet! It\'s just like some romantic novel." Zhou Bingbing squealed.
Her customers looked at her with wide eyes, seeing her sequel. She apologised to them and quickly made her way toward her office.
"He says he loves me, like real."
"Then what\'s the problem, Lili? Why do you sound so sad after marrying him? Do not deny, he is the best man for you. Did you not like HanHan? Don\'t you like Mu Yuehan?" Zhou Bingbing spoke in a soft and coaxing voice. She took her seat on her chair.
Zhou Liying opened her eyes and looked out from the window. There were unshed tears in her eyes.
"I am sacred BingBing. I am horrified. So many times, so many times I wanted to open to him in the past. But these fears always stops me." Her throat tightened with cough. "So many times, I have visualised him loving me, but the next second I think, what if his love vanishes for me one day, then what?"
"What if he gets bored with me one day? What if he do not like my ruthlessness or the way I kill people without a blink? Or what if he do not like an unseen threat on my life which will become his once I marry him? What if he leaves me because of all these reasons?" She yelled her frustration and sobbed.
"He said he loves you deeply and from what I know, he will not leave you easily." Zhou Bingbing spoke softly. Her heart tightened upon hearing the sobs of her cousin. She wanted to be beside Zhou Liying and hug her tight.
"But what if…. I know I will fall hard for him. And if he stopped loving me then I will break beyond any measures. I have to protect my heart from his love. I can\'t accept him or this marriage, I can\'t."
"When I went on the date with Mu Yuehan, not knowing his identity, I thought him to be a heartless jerk. I thought, if I married him then there will be no love between us. It would be a simple contract marriage but I was wrong. And now, I am stuck."
Zhou Liying tilted her head back and let her tears flow. Her heart was squeezing tight in pain. Many worst scenarios were coming in her mind. She could feel the pain of losing her loved one and she was not ready to lose someone else.
"Trust him and his feelings." Zhou Bingbing advised. "Many hurdles will come in your life with Mu Yuehan, he may stop loving you but you never accept defeat. Make him fall for you again. Every relation has some difficulties, so many difficulties but it does not mean, you will run away from love."
Zhou Bingbing sighed sadly. "Don\'t forget, Kris and I too faced many hurdles. He broke my heart so many times but I never let him go and here we are, all ready to get married."
"Another reason for my fear." Zhou Liying pointed out. She gulped loudly. "You were strong to bear all his anger, all his ignorance or sharing his love with someone else. But I am not strong like you. I saw mom. I saw her crying for dad. I don\'t want to end up like her."
Zhou Bingbing looked down. She knew there was no way to take away this fear of Zhou Liying. It was only Mu Yuehan, who could ensure her of his undying love for her. Only he was the one who was able to take her fears of love away.
"So, what do you plan to do now?"
"Make him hate me." Zhou Liying spoke with determination. "I am sure, he has an ego, big ego like all man. I will be stomping on his ego repeatedly. I will see for how long he will love me then. I am sure, he will stop loving me, seeing my cruel side."
"And if he did not, then what?"
Zhou Liying sneered, "then I will believe he loves me undyingly. Because my dear, there is no man, who can let a woman play with his ego. They treasure their ego and esteem more than anything. I know, Mu Yuehan is no different."