每个人都有第一次

As his senses were returning to normal, he first heard Colin’s concerned voice calling out to him and when he managed to see normally again after that those black dots were gone he said to him: “Damn, I didn’t want you to see me like that”

Colin frowned and he said to him: “Why do you say that ? Elias is right, I’m your only mage and it’s my duty to heal you when you’re hurt…”

Colin suddenly fell silent and all the pieces of the puzzle fell into place on their own and he said, lowering his head to avoid his gaze: “So that’s why you sent Lucas in your place to assign me to protect this world, it was because you were hurt and didn’t want me to know.

And that’s when you met Axel’s mother … Fuck, looking back on it now it coincides perfectly.”

Mykael smiled in spite of himself, colin was way too smart only a sentence and he had guessed everything, he said to tease him : “You’re making a scene when I’m at my worst, shouldn’t you be pampering me instead ?”

Colin then answered him still angry : “To make a scene it would already be necessary that we are in couple and it’s not the case … And you can always dream that I pamper you boss…”

He finally took a deep breath to calm himself because Mykael was right it wasn’t the right time for him to act like this and what was done was done, there was nothing he could do about it.

So he finally looked at Mykael in the eye and he asked him : “Why ? Is it because you don’t trust me enough to be able to take care of you … I … I don’t understand why you doubt me, but if you tell me why I will be able to change…”

Mykael then gathered what little strength he had recovered and grabbed Colin by the waist before pinning him to the bed and getting on top of him, he held his wrists over his head and rested his forehead against his before looking into his eyes: “To answer your questions, if I trust you, totally, and if I doubt you, never … I never had any doubt about you Colin. Are you satisfied now ?”

Colin bit his lower lip and he asked him again in a low voice:”Then Why ?”

Mykael gently rubbed his nose against his and he said honestly: “Because I want to remain the strong man you idealize, and believe me it kills me that you see me so weak.”

He finally felt too exhausted to stay in this position so he lay down next to him again and he said looking at him sideways: “And, I know perfectly well that you continue to make those Healing potions of divine grade even though I have strictly forbidden you to do so.

Why do you continue when each time you craft one, it puts you out of strength. Do you really think I don’t know that it takes you a whole week to craft only one potion and that after you can’t use your Soul Force for a couple of days.”

Colin turned his head to him and he said: “I have no choice, this potion is the only one that can heal you when you are injured like today, legendary grade potion are of no use for this kind of wounds.

It doesn’t matter if it exhausts me as long as I can heal you with it.”

He added when he saw that Mykael was frowning after his answer : “And if you are really worried about what I think of you, then you can rest assure that no matter what you do or if you are injured and weakened, for me you will always remain that angel who saved me from hell, nothing will never change that.”

He then turned completely towards him and he put his hand on his forehead to check that the Healing potion of divine grade that he had just given him was working.

His forehead had regained a normal temperature and the thin layer of perspiration he had had earlier when Elias had brought him here had disappeared.

He said to him while caressing his face which was still very pale : “I’m a man Mykael, so treat me like one … And I will continue to craft these potions even if the hardest part, contrary to what you think, is not to craft them, but to find the necessary ingredients to craft them.

So the next time you are injured you have no right to hesitate and you must come to me, let me do my job.”

Mykael nodded and he put his hand on his before saying : “I don’t regret the decision I made at that time, otherwise Axel wouldn’t be here, but I promise you I won’t do it again, I will come to you from now on.”

He couldn’t resist adding to tease him : “As for treating you like a man … Well, you will have to wait that I feel better for me to show you how I’m going to treat you.”

Colin smiled and he removed his hand laying back next to him, he said while looking at him sideways : “Seeing your cunning smile you don’t talk about sex, right ?”

Mykael’s smile widened and he said to him : “You wish !”

Colin didn’t back off this time, after all Mykael gave him lot of signals that he wouldn’t be so against going further with him, but he still had to be careful and not breaking the harmony they had at the moment : “Of course I wish, dreaming isn’t forbidden … So what ? You’re going to give me a beating when you will train me because I went overboard with you.”

Mykael turned to face himand said looking serious this time : “Indeed, that was my plan, you definitely know me too well … But Colin it’s not because you went overboard it’s because I need you to get stronger.

I just faced a Titan that could create fire balls that exploded, it was like a real bomb Colin, and if I hadn’t directed the blast into the sky the projections of the darkness particles would have killed all the demons present in the battlefield.”

Colin frowned and asked him : “So that’s why Elias took all those risks to get that seal off you, is it because Axel or Kevin was in danger ?”

Mykael nodded and told him: “Axel was hit hard, and if he hadn’t had two legendary swords with him and his mother’s bloodline activated, he would have died and so Kevin too … But wait, what kind of risks are you talking about exactly, wasn’t I the only one in danger ?”