BXBX NOVEL Chapter 85 - Let him be a good father.
Chapter 85 - Let him be a good father.
Let him be a good father!
What does he mean by those words? Li Xue was stupefied at his words. His eyes were still closed in a relaxed manner like he had not said anything unusual.
Coughing a little to grab his attention, she said "President Feng, I think you have received a false impression earlier. I really have no idea why the Principal thought to fill your name in Li Wei\'s father\'s column. But believe me I have not mentioned you anywhere. I might not have any evidence to prove myself but …"
"Do you want to explain yourself that badly to me? Why?" the man asked, still keeping his eyes closed. His voice was so soft and gentle that if she had not seen the movement of his lips then she would have ignored it thinking that she might have heard some illusioned whisper.
"Huh?"
"As far as I have understood you, you are not a woman who will give people explanations to explain her point or herself" he said, finally opening his eye to look at her. His brows slightly raised at her, asking to give him some reasonable answer.
Li Xue was stumped at his understanding. He has guessed her so right in just a span of only two or three days. She has never thought that this man was observing her so minutely.
But he was right too. She has never been this desperate to explain before, not even when she was with Zheng Wenting. Then why suddenly his views about her were affecting her mood like this. She looked at him, more into his eyes that was like a magnet not allowing her to pull away.
"You might have taken me wrong. I just don\'t want you to misread the things. And after what happened today, if you take me wrong then I can understand. But at least I can try explaining myself. It\'s just …"
"Shhh … you would never have to give any explanations to me. I will always understand you better than you understand yourself. Don\'t be so conscious around me. I want you to feel relaxed and safe when I am with you. Want to become your safest home", he said putting his fingers lightly over her lips to make her words stop.
It was not because he wanted to say all these words but because he has seen her inner real self, getting anxious over his thoughts. So he just wanted her to ease up a little. Seeing her getting influenced by his thoughts was definitely a good progress for him.
"Ah President Feng, please don\'t go to the same matter again. I have already discussed it with you. There can never be anything possible between us. I am not even comfortable with you, how can I …" she said, not understanding her own words.
"Am I scaring you?" he asked, his eyes growing darker than usual. Li Xue can feel the air changing too. Preventing herself from his sight, she so badly wanted to run away in the mountains but his eyes were just asking her to be seated at her place like she was not allowed to move even a bit.
Who will not be scared by him? She knew that his attitude for her was especially different from all, but that difference was scaring her. She has no idea what she did to make him so desperate to her.
"No, no how could that be possible? You are already so good to me. There is no way I would be scared of you President Feng. Any woman will feel touched looking at you so gentle to them. Thank You for being so considerate", she said, putting the most convincing smile on her face.
The man looked at her face, tilted it slightly to both sides to analyze her expressions in a more knowing manner and then asked all of a sudden, giving a heart attack to the woman.
"Are you also touched with my actions? So now are you going to be my wife?
What? Wife? Wasn\'t it\'s been only the last day when he has asked her to be his girlfriend then … Wasn\'t this man progressing at a speed of light now? Girlfriend and Wife already have such a huge line of difference … What is this man actually thinking of?
"President Feng, I can never be in those women categories. I can simply not match your formidable presence. There are so many beautiful ladies that deserve to be beside you with their head high and I …" she paused with a hesitation but then completed her words in one go. "And about me, I have a past which you still have no idea of. Getting with me will never bring anything good to you".
Li Xue said and then pulled her face to look in another direction. After bringing up her weak spot all by herself, she did not know how to face him. If it had been someone else, then she would not have cared. But with him, she herself did not know why she was getting affected.
Feng Shufen looked at her back, since she had already pulled away his face. \'Little did this woman know that I know a lot more than she has ever thought\'. Few moments before he thought that he was progressing with her but just a few moments after that, she again started pulling the guard walls around her higher, pushing his progress back from where he started.
After quite some time, when Li Xue felt that she had already said everything necessary and enough to make him understand. So turning around, she thought to mend everything once and for all. Her lips curled up in a polite plain smile but her eyes lacked the shine from before.
"Thanks for today. You have really been considerate to us. But we can\'t take your advantage and let the Principal misunderstand our relationship. I will go and ask her to rectify the form tomorrow itself. So you won\'t be rumored in the future. Your reputation matters and something is going …", before even getting to complete her words, the man\'s dark shadow covered her frame and in the next moment she was pushed a little into the seat.
Her dark amber eyes locked with his steely ones. She was about to cry out in surprise but before she could his lips crashed over hers, muffling off all her protests and reasons. The kiss was not rough or possessive. Not like the one that was initiated to prove a dominance, rather was something very soft and assuring. Making her realize the peak of gentleness that she has never thought existed. Like he was trying to assure her to be confident.
When the small passionate moment ended, she was left breathless. Her expressions all out of the point, making the man get a sudden response from the nether regions. But he knew well, when to leash and unleash his desires. "I don\'t care about your past. Your presence by my side in the future is what concerns me".
"…", she was already trying to catch her breath when the man seemed all cool and accustomed to it. His eyes still look deep into hers as if measuring every length of her emotions that he has stirred up without giving any notice.