BXBX NOVEL Chapter 107 - Ready For Sacrifice!
"Exactly..." Amelia said and Jason nodded his head with a small smile.
"Umm... Jason, can I ask you something?" Amelia asked and Jason looked at her with a frown.
"Yes?" Jason asked.
"Do Valentina have anyone special in her life?" Amelia asked and Jason was not at all surprised by her question because he already thought that she might will ask this question as a mother of Valentina. And as Jason is close to Valentina, Ameli asking Jason about this question is not at all surprised for him.
He wants to tell everything to Amelia but he can\'t... Because it\'s his and Valentina\'s personal matter. He can\'t dare to say anything to her about their relationship right now. Not when Valentina isn\'t sure about dating him... As he knows very well about Valentina, he is sure that she will try to give more chances to Xavier no matter what... He does to her... He always holds a special place in her heart because she loves him... It just him for her... No matter what! He is the only love she has... Until now! No matter what, she always goes for Xavier and he doesn\'t want someone in his life who is with him but still loves someone else in her life. It\'s about 9 years of love they are talking about. Which doesn\'t at all fade away in a night... It will take a long of time... And he means it... It will take really a lot of time to forget about 9 years of love. These 9 years will matter Valentina a lot... Even though he took a step with Valentina on the holiday, he is ready to forget everything... He knows it will be so hard for him to forget everything but not more than Valentina... As it is hard for him to just forget about a night then he can understand how hard it is for Valentina to forget about her 9 years of love... Even if she is ready to forget about Xavier... His love will always hunt her and make her regret her true love for him... When she loves Xavier truly, then Jason needs to step back even though if she wants to keep loving Xavier or not... Maybe... This is not the right time for him to get into a relationship with Valentina. H wanted to take time as things are moving so fast in everyone\'s life... it\'s getting hard for everyone... He thought about this a long ago... Bit still, he couldn\'t resist himself from making Valentina his the other night... He wanted her... He wanted her so badly... But thinking about that after he comes to New York... He thinks, whatever he did with Valentina was wrong... Not giving her any time to think for is making him regret everything he did with her... Maybe, he wouldn\'t if he ever give her time to think and take it easy for Valentina. But he never thought about her in the other way... Jason thinks, he became selfish suddenly... Getting himself the love he wanted and making Valentina regret her love for Xavier is making him feel like, he did wrong thinking selfishly. But at the same time, he wants to be selfish and get her love in any way. Because Jason thinks that Valentina\'s love is so great that she didn\'t leave the love of his life even if he gets married to another woman... And kept holding on to him... She never tried to get down on her knees for him or never begged in front of her... As Margaret told Jason, Valentina never kept her self-respect away from her just to get a man in her life... Xavier came back to her but Valentina never to him. And that\'s what Jason likes in Valentina bit at the same time, Valentina made him come to her... That is the trick she plays on most of the people around her... Not at all surprising for Jason, as he already knows how she get people to turn towards her easily.
The woman, she never did anything wrong but people do wrong and let them come to herself... The tricks she plays on people... Is so hard to identify them... But as Jason is also not sure, why Xavier did this with Valentina... He wants to know about it too but again, he is no one in between them...
Things will change in a few days... No matter what! As people change, their feelings change and Jason is ready to accept his fate. He knows that he can never have Valentina in her life. Still, he was greedy for her... He still is... But not sure if he can move forward or not... Because things aren\'t the same anymore... Between anyone... Mainly, between Jason, Valentina, and Xavier.
Jason knows that Xavier still Loves Valentina and Valentina loves Xavier... He saw their true love in their eyes that speaks love... The love... That none can able to break it... The love is full of flaws... But still, they tried their best all these years and came until here and Jason doesn\'t want to steal it in any way... Just because he loves Valentina.
Valentina is such a sweet soul that everyone craves for her... But in the end, Only could make her his... From the start... She is his... And he is hers...
This is how it is... She loves him and he loves her... If True love is between them then it will surely win one day... Over anyone in between until then, Jason wants to wait for Valentina.
He clearly knows that she can\'t figure out anything and she doesn\'t want to hurt him either... He knows, she doesn\'t want to hurt Xavier either but at last, the decision is hers...
Jason has no word over her... She decides and takes any decision about her life. Because she never has a proper and decent life from her young age... And now, when she found one, he just wants her to live happily then taking all the stress in her head thinking about the things that do go make her crazy.